*sigh*

Why do the "ex-bf's" of girls all blame me for their faults -.-"

thats one thing i guess i hate a lot.. those who cant agree with their own faults and what they had done wrong to get to where they are now... and blame other people..

gok duk yeut lei yeut siu peng yao.... moh meh been gei goh jong herng ngoh sun been :( goh goh doh yao jerk lok... deem gaai ngoh moh?

:(

time to let go and give up :[ as much as i dont want to but gotta face the fact i guess.. was partially reluctant to believe that she didnt want a relationship but guess ill just be friends... dont mind too much.. rather be friends that lose her right? yup...... o well.. thats fail # what during my undergrad career? tho i think shes the first in college that ive done so much for... o well w/e. have been told that they are not looking for a relationship and i shouldn't try so much but i guess i couldn't help it? o well.. guess its destined for me to be single entire undergrad career...

jee gei loh lei sun foo... *sigh*

rawr

theres not much i can say about the past few days really.. well there is a lot .. but first most importantly... the earthquake and tsunami incident in japan... very devastating event... very tragic... that night i sat at home watching CNN online with live footage of everything... its very depressing... seeing somewhere in this world, that this is happening at that same time... i pray for those who were affected to hopefully be able to find their family members at least... dead or alive... yah that might be a bit harsh thing to say but imo in that kind of situation, with worse case scenario, being able to find the body of someone who was killed in the tsunami, would be something that i'd say be a miracle considering how happened... thankfully those who i knew that live in japan or currently staying in japan are ok... they were not in an affected area but still felt every earthquake... *sigh* hope the nuclear plants would be nice and not cause more trouble than japan already has :( please? :( QQ aside from that... friday.... class... then ROAR uhh asian games basketball... that was interesting... tho the outcome wasnt as good as we had expected but it wasnt too bad... yuni showed up all dressed up and stuff (for march melody later on that day).. she was pretty cute imo :D took pictures of the event... played around a bit... totally suck at basketball now.. after the event, me victor and justin.. then later juan went to sheena's uhh ehh capstone dinner thing... i ordered crab cakes and a uhh hot plate seared steak? whats funny was reason why i ordered crab cakes was so i can be like Gordon Ramsey and complain.. didnt expect that i actually could complain about it... what u expect i guess... it is cooked by students >_<>

uhhhhhhhhhh damn 1:45... will write about saturday and on later... got class.. damn u csn for not having same spring break as UNLV

hmm

randomly went karaoke with rachel on friday night @ forbes. i guess we sung a lot of songs. she sang all her coco and a-mei songs.. lol.. we tried the duet ones but failed on most except like ming ming bai bai wo de xing lol.. left around 330 Lol >_>

saturday. orientation for ACC/OCA/ROAR Mentorship program. was interesting. learned some new stuff. i still hate talkin in front of people. haha. >_> had indian food @ Mint for lunch... dropped by Macy's and visited chau-fu.. apparently on her lunch break, she did a little shopping for her future kitchen. xD omg shes saving like $300 -.-" cuz of all the discounts and macy's money she has saved up.. geeeeezzzz... we went home afterwards.. i had a MASSIVE food coma when i got home.. KO'ed from 6-10ish. woke up. ate dinner and studied till 4ish. mom came home. killed whatever streak i had for studying.. could NOT study at all -.-" son of a .. hate how she keeps walkin in every like 5 minutes asking or saying some shit... HELLO !!! IM TRYIN TO F***ING STUDY HERE !! STFU ! so all concentration lost.. went to bed.. read "why men love bitches" a bit... til the sun rose then went to sleep...

today... could..? say its a semi-productive day?? washed my car... dried and vacuumed. nice and clean now.. wish tehre was an easier way to clean my dang rims :( maybe i have to get that $20 wand thing that Kevin suggested =3 o well.. next time >_> made brunch... ramen with shui jiao and two soft boiled eggs... didnt eat yolk.. just egg white =3 mom woke up... i complained about last night to her how she totally killed my concentration. she didnt say anything after i went back to room and had door closed. :] she learned... kinda... did my genetics lab hw... workin on A&P exam 2 objective stuff again...

do de doo... cant wait to help chau-fu move to her new condo =3 wonder how everything will be like after she moves... *wonders* eh i guess whatever happens, happens... and whatever doesn't, doesnt..

on the side note... the lei's i got from the ACC 25th anniversary gala has been hanging on my lamp since i brought em home.. they drying up.. xDD they were pretty tho... both purple flowers... i dont think ive ever had real flower leis before.. wonder if ill get any for graduation :3

=] maybe i should sleep soon.. class tomollo =3 om.

o_O

so im reading "why men love bitches..." i fail... -.-"

om

hmm been a while since i updated... oh maybe it wasnt that ago..

lets see what has happened since..

ACC CNY Gala.. 2pm - 330am? well event was like till 10ish 11ish... cleanup.. then food.. xD havent done an event that big in a long time... was tiring but quite fun. saw dr guo n dr zheng... my ex-bosses =3 that was weird... LOL and of cos dr guo makes me do things like ask vida to take pictures with her -.- lol

mmm... nothing over the weekend really except wake up mid afternoon after the gala lmao.. we all died. ahahahaha

monday... had evolution test.. no one really left before class ended... oh man ><>=] haha turned in app that day but agent was gone already..

she got approved today.. :] we're happy ^__^ had lab today... not bad..

dooo dooo happy chau-fu =] happy tofu? i think.. yah... happy tofu <[^_^]>