so today during work, while we were in the kitchen preparing lunch, emily (boss) had told victor to tell justin (they were on the phone with eachother) to call emily's cell phone. i joked and said "yah like 2 hours later..." but expected him to call like right after he hung up. Guess what? 4-5 hours later... no call... this isnt the first time he's not picked up b/c of work or answered.. that's not what surprised me. He had told victor that he was house sitting because his father is out with fiance/wife .. out.. out of town something... ok legit reason i guess since they are getting married... but to find out 2 hours later you go out to happy hour at yard house... not only that you checked in, vi told me you were there.. double fail... not only did u ignore work, u lie and go out? told emily that and we are considering or rather now looking for someone or people to replace him now. no bueno to have a worker in the company like that.. me and leng have someone in mind for graphics design. need to find someone who can do coding and what not.

this change makes me quite sad =/ i dont like change.. change for the better, i dont mind but change for the worse.. *sigh* i don't even know what happened or why it happened...

as of a recent thing on FB, made me realize i talk to much on it. going to stay away from it for a while and see how that goes =/

now no one to talk to on aim... no fb.. heh wow life sucks atm

*sigh* how things can change so much within a few days =/ and i dont even know why :(

not to be a stalker or anything, i sat here for a bit reading their convo. many times i wanted to click like or comment but i didnt =/ then i just stopped reading it after a while.. i miss talking to them =/

so i just realized in her blog, shes talkin about me... probably me not liking ryan... =/ o well. that explains her not answering me and disappearing...

and i guess dofu is mad too.. o well =[

well not oh well but iunoe what to do about it now..

technically i wasnt lying. i did go to leng to have him help me on my business plan.. a week or two ago. he helped me start writing down ideas on a plan i had before but never really went much into it. the basis of the plan is pretty much a study cafe. a safe, secure place for students and professionals to go to to do work or have meetings while providing areas, sections, rooms for the purpose also providing services like food/drinks, as we as an unheard of security and protection system allowing you to go to the restroom or step out for a phone call or something without the fear of losing your personal items that you had left behind. currently, in the plan theres going to be approx 5 areas "strategically" located to provide the best and most popular areas with a cafe. First main area would be central chinatown area, preferably in the same plaza as pho so 1, maybe adjacent facing west. Other 4 locations would be in the SE around silverado ranch and bermuda, SW around tropicana and fort apache, W around charleston and town center, and N around Ann and the US-95.

it could potentionally be a plan that could do well as a business but theres a lot of work to be done. =/

funny thing is, im calling it Panda's Cave Study Cafe, and the area with food/drinks, will be called Tofu's Kitchen... ahahah =.=

eh whatever.. you don't even read this.. or even know about me having a blog.. guess just time to let it settle or something i guess...


it's actually amazing, taking a nap, and thinking a bit how things made sense for some reason this time... oh well.. guess its just straight up cramming for GRE's now and working and yah..

wonder where both chau and dofu went. havent seen them online past 2 days. *shrugs*

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What an asshole. I knew it! If you don't want something, just say it. Don't have to effing lie to me about it. This is the second time already. I'm not dumb to not realize when people lie to my face like that. Especially when its a lame excuse. Gosh, can you just grow up already??? -__-

I need to stop being so forgiveful. I'm trying not to but its so damn hard!

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wonder who shes talking about ?

did something happen... both dofu AND chau are completely offline and not mobile... o_O????

long time

wow so its been quite a long time since i posted on here...

lets see... major events that happened since....

elaine's bday party
chau's bday party
dancing vines got painted.. wait that doesnt need to be talked about
my birthday...
siegfried n roy with chau
sushi night @ bosslady's...
roar mentorship program exit interview
outing with chau...
bazic
ryan and jc comin to vegas again...

damn a little over a month.. i guess not much happened HAHAHAHA >_>

elaine's bday is like all elaine's bday... just gathering at her house... playing games and watching movies... there was an awkward moment when there was a game where it needed to partner up and she told me and george to partner up... we looked at eachother and went.. EHHHHH D: i ended up volunteering to sit out. uh... thats about all i can remember from that party Lol..

chau's bday party... picked up chau... met up with ryan and skip for lunch.. piss off #1. ryan making chau ride in his car cuz of his lack of ability to follow a car -.-" and will get lost.. hey guess what? They still got lost WITH chau in the car or hes just acting stupid and -.-.. if his directions was really that bad, he wouldnt be able to live in SoCal or drive to vegas and get to the restaurant. so i just sat in my car and took a nap while they went to lee's and picked stuff up.. showed up near the end after the nap.. was tryin to get chau to come back to my car but ryan being a bitch kept telling her to goin over to his.. when i was tryin to remind her about her cake.. nope... after goin to walmart... tried again.. fail. she still went to his car. was at the point of wanting to just go home and say fuk it. went to radio shack to get batteries for dancing vines then went to chinatown.. kept tryin to tell em that they have to valet cuz the garage is in aria... otherwise long walk.. noo no one listens to me.. so i just said fuk it and drove away.. parked somewhere and took a nap.. listening to joey... ended up calling a few painters for dancing vines and working a bit while chau kept texting and calling.. very rarely i get mad or pissed but damn if he wasnt a friend of chau and dofu, id punch his lights out. maybe an hour or so later, i showed up that vdara and had everything in my car brought up... sat in the living room while they were in the bedroom watching tv. was tired of seeing ryan -.-.. ended up napping.. went to dinner.. that went ok cuz i sat on the other side of chau.. didnt have to listen or see ryan's stupid face. talked to ashley, anne, lydia?, diana, chau, and justin for most of the time... george showed up late.. apparently chau was supposed to save a spot next to her for him but ended up sitting in a corner next to skip who i guess he didnt know.. and eating alone or something.. later read his blog, he was pissed about it.. could see it at the dinner table =/ kind of feel bad but eh i guess thats what u get for making the world u enemy.. being pissed at everyone... after dinner, chau went with george to get her present apparently it was "too big" to carry to my car or some shit like that.. lydia?? and diana drove over to my garage and followed me to vdara cuz they didnt know how to get there.. got to vdara.. we all went up to the room.. started setting up.. justin made a drink and we all did shots before chau got there... apparently they parked at bellagio and walked over.. geez uhm... she showed up... more drinks went around... uhh.. camera going off everywhere... lots of pictures... photobombing... george tryin to keep chau for himself... repeat.... oh bark showed up.. that was awkward.. OH ryan's stupid ass went "who's justin? is it the one andrew hates?!??" he shouted this -.- even I broke out laughing wow... apparently that was one of the highlights of the night... way to go idiot >_> uhm... more drinks.. pictures... stupid posing... gay action... uhhh george sobering up.. seeing me take pictures with chau.. pissed off.. left.. (or so his blog said...) uhhh oh the alcoholic whipped cream.. so someone pulled that out... and was like WHO HAS NO HAIR ON THEIR STOMACH... (guys) and apparently most of us did... juros brother in law had the LEAST i guess.. and they used him.. first few pictures was of chau licking it off him.. then someone went "whoever can clean the cream off him will get to do it off chau"... people looked at me >_> i tried.. that cream is nasty LOL... guess who ended up cleaning the guy's stomach of cream? bark.. CLEAN... like CLEAN CLEAN.. ew.. desperate much? so chau sat down and he sprayed the cream on her.. and started.. then complained about how it was nasty.. and he needed water.. after like a minute.. he gave up.. then they made me do it.. for some reason.. it tasted better on her than the other guy... chau's naturally sweet? LOL apparently shes extremely ticklish when licked in her belly button... but someone asked her if she liked it and she said yes LOL so i did it a few times >_> shes like why u keep licking there.. theres no cream left !! after a while.. skip joined for some reason.. none of these pictures went up i guess lol.. after that was over.. it was just like.. sleeping around... then night pretty much died after that... cleaned up.. took chau home.. then went home

dancing vines.. uhh.. cleaned... repaired.. painted... ready for rent.. NEXT STORY

my birthday hmmm... picked up chau... went to vi's house to pick her up... apparently leng was over to watch the house (oh yah. vi's house got broken into... had some valuable stuff stolen... window broken... ) uhm... she took forever to get ready... after we FINALLY left vi's house... went to anna's garden cuz me and chau were hungry as hell.. ordered a pei dan sao yuk jok and sing jao chow mai... ate fairly quickly and left... went to macy's so chau could uh... get money back? LOL or something... she bought some shoes n socks too... after that.. went to adventuredome... met up with ashley there... went on a few rides.. played some stuff.. chau refused to go on the canyon blaster... i tried holding her a few times.. but eventually just let her go.. didnt want to force her on.. uhmm.. went to sura for dinner... invited... justin... victor leng... judy :D vi chau ashley obviously... brandon.. i think thats it o_O yah i think thats it lol.. this is when i noticed im now addicted to raw garlic slices and that bean sauce (THANKS JUDY) when eating kbbq... D: leng brought me a gift from julie... it was in a victoria secret bag.. i was kinda scared... LOL we had a random idea to have a movie night and drinks at ashleys.. invited judy too.. made jager bombs (apparently it was her favorite).. they kept giving me drinks (obviously cuz it was my bday).. at first when we were waiting for everyone to arrive... ashley and vi took mine and.. brandon's phone and played angry birds for the first time.. they got addicted... me and judy took victor's transformer (android tablet) and played fruit ninja... it was quite funny watching her play.. she gets really into it.. xD after that.. drinks.. watched tangled... took vi n chau home.. and went home.. fun bday with a few friends..

kuya nathan's bday.. after work.. went to palazzo to meet up with everyone for nate's bday.. it was like 12-15 people.. went to grand lux.. talking eating.. jokes here n there... thats about it AHAHAH

siegfried n roy... oh we finally went to swish for lunch... i got a prime rib eye sukiyaki... chau got a mushroom party shabu shabu.. pretty good.. esp with the groupon deal... the bill was like.. $6 bux lol... plus tip like $10.. xD went to mirage for siegfried n roy.. took a buncha pictures... a lot were sleeping.... there was one that slept with its mouth kinda open and tongue sticking out... was kinda cute Lol.. dolphins !!! there were 2 baby dolphins !! but damn i never knew dolphins were so big ahahah D: never knew they had some... humanistic eyes :o didnt notice until i saw the pictures i took.. i was like... wow :o

sushi night at boss's house it was a celebration for leng selling his first house... (which we were the buyers... LOL) we worked first.. the party was at like 7ish.. emily made this uhmm lettuce wrap bar... then a sushi handroll bar.. we made leng take a shot for every person that walks in... then i offered him the deal of for every 1 shot he takes, i take 4 (DOOD THAT WAS EVEN A BETTER DEAL THAN I GAVE CHAU AND DORIS!!!) after dinner.. we made everyone play the dancing game on the wii before they can leave xD quite interesting... oh when me and victor did a song... my remote hit his left hand... and kinda broke the remote -.-" damn that rocklike fist XD most people left... victor left with emily.. i left with vi... leng was last to leave..

ROAR mentorship exit interview.. DOOD THERE WAS A RUMOR SAYING ALL 5 OF THE BOARD INTERVIEWED U ! THAT SCARED US D: we were like.. can we have a group interview instead... since its pretty much asking us how we thought of the program and stuff... so a group discussion would have been best... right??? D: but it really was 1 on 1.. i got jude.. wasnt bad.. after the interview, saw andy and started talkin to him.. then we jsut talked in the meeting room with everyone.. after went to JSA's bbq.. then home to change... then went to easy life to meet up with victor n leng... then beegee's... then home?

outing with chau uhh 1st one... oh this time.. for SOME ODD COINCIDENCE... we wore the exact same shirt... jeans.. and flip flops... so we matched.. D: lol we kept getting compliments everywhere we went.. but anyway.. we went to the new east ocean place on eastern n serene? for dim sum... quite a fail place.. LOL minimal things.. apparently according to my mom, u gotta order it... >_> or they give u something to check off or order.. didnt know that... after that.. we went to a crepe place down the street past st rose near the trader joes across from sushi wa.. got the rebel special which was crepe with strawberries, banana, nutella, and ice cream with whipped cream... she got with strawberry ice cream.. i got with vanilla... after that we went to trader joe to walk around... then we went to a pet shop next door.. aww the puppies were so cute =3 but DAMN they were expensive :o but so cute =3 some were so fluffy =3 i want T_T but so expensive >< but so cute !!! ok enough of that... uhmm. oh went to dancing vines after that... we *eh hem and eh hem* jk nothin happened.. i had to clear out the water and ice in the new fridge we had bought.. and just showed chau the house.. i wouldnt mind living there.. i did most of the work and it looks pretty nice... >_> after that... took her home.. and went to aunts house for family bbq for moon festival..

uhh outing with chau... #2 to make up for the 1st time.. we went to chang's ahhaha.. much better... didnt end up having room to order durian pastry.. hehehe past few days been having bipolar weather.. but we went to premium outlets to walk around.. weather was nice and didnt sprinkle on us... went to the Tag Heuer store.. and found a decent watch... but price tag... $2200 T____T i dont think my mom would pay for that... can i take the money for a lens instead?? lol after that.... we.......... oh got boba.. then went to bellagio to go to tiffany and co to look at some stuff :] then we got hungry.. wanted to go san gennaro but decided to go tofu hut.. approx same price of spending but more food.. and shes been craving steamed egg for a long long time... ran into victor and leng near the end.. after dinner, we went to.... walmart to walk it off but we were still quite full even after ahaha... o well.. took her home and went home after that.. .

bazic hak and jsa party.. i wasnt planning on staying long.. thats why i just wore whatever i had on from work and went tehre.. after standing around and talkin to some people... justin came out and was like hey ! then he was like one second.. and disappeared... like 15 seconds later... judy popped out D: FUK ! so i ended up paying and went in LOL... bought her a jager bomb.. then she bought me a tokyo tea (THEY MADE IT NASTYYYYY.. we had trouble drinking it...) dancing around a bit... ran into elgin andee israel (great.... they are so gonna hit on judy)... they bought some yogurt soju... we all did a few shots of that... danced a bit... more yogurt soju... then plain soju came... me and judy made a run for it LOL ... sat down... went outside to cool off.. talked.. chatted.. the guys came out and joined us and started being them.. -.-" eliza got in trouble and had to go.. apparently the mom called judy's phone and she didnt know the number .. and answered the call weird... we walked eliza down.. then for some reason elgin ran to catch up to me or something anf fell down the stairs... didtn know that happened until me and judy went back upstairs.. so he injured his knee.. more talking.. then judy noticed her bracelet was gone.. so we went around lookin for it everywhere.. asked around... etc... more talking... etc etc.. so by now its like 2ish almost 3... andee was like lets go eat... im like ehhh no... elgin is injured... israel is being a drunkie n hitting on judy... and has hw due in a few hrs... convinced judy to go home instead b/c she had a volunteering thing at 9..... walked her to her car... talked to her for a bit.. then she drove home.. i went back up.. andee elgin n israel were gone... justin was still there.. he had a volunteering thing at 5... so he stuck around and went starbucks or something.. i went home.. judy texted me saying she got home safely cuz she was tired and was i guess still a bit tipsy or something..

ryan n jc coming to town ... so the plan was to pick up chau then meet up with ryan n jc but i didnt really want to see ryan and i was gonna go to san gennaro for chau anyway.. so i ended up reconsidering and not going... they went.. i went to dinner with judy and leng at big wong.. we talked about the night before... how elgin and israel and andee was... talked about my business plan.. and other things... judy enjoyed the food there.. cheap and good... me and her paid like $6 each .. leng paid like 12 cuz he got the fried shrimp wonton... victor joined us after his meeting with cssa.. more uhm gossip talk.. xD after dinner.. we talked outside.. leng gave judy a massage and did his usual and made me do it instead.. i suck at giving massages so when i massaged judy i was like uhhh... huh? she didnt really have much knots or i couldnt really feel em anyway... =/ she went home after... me leng and victor talked a little bit and i left.. went to the hotel to meet up with chau and them.. by the time i got there, they made ryan take a shot already... we played what the f***.. apparently its a game with 3 colored dice.. u roll the dice and u get a number... like example red 3 white 1 blue 5... so u have 315.. u look in the book and read teh question and answers.. u each get a chip that has A and B written on each side... when u uncover ur answer, those who DONT match your answer has to drink... justin made the shots.. they werent too bad.. after a few rounds.. jc and ashley decided to take shots of 151 instead.. bad idea.. lol.. after a while we just ended up on the couch and not playing.. and just like.. cuddled or something.. positions and arrangements kept changing.. from chau n ashley... to me and chau... then me chau and ashley... to ashley by herself and chau on top of me and justin... ryan acted drunk for a while then i guess he really did get drunk.. started throwin up into the trash can.. we all fell asleep... after a while.. i smelled something ew.. woke up and looked.. ashley threw up in front of us D: eww we told her not to take the 151 but i guess shes never taken it before and wanted to try.. bad idea =/ justin helped ashley.. i left around 315 or so.. apparently everyone woke up at like 4... ryan really needs to learn to control himself tho.. not funny when hes puking his brains out every single time.. if u know u cant drink.. then dont... by his age.. he should be able to control what u do imo.. and not require people to take responsiblity and take care of u cuz u dont know to NOT drink -.- we did try to convince him not to drink. we even changed the drink so it wouldnt be as strong too.. mixing a considerable amount of juice and mixers in there.. ultimately it still is his decision to do it or not. lack of self control is a main problem. Sure not drinkin at all would just solve everything but to drink, got to drink responsibly. to ignore previous experiences, well knowing your own limits, and still continue to do it, no self control. theres only so much u could to do prevent someone from doing something. not like we can tackle him and tie him down.

outing with chau... #3?? next day... apparently according to JC, ryan was still throwing up -.-" geez.. but according to chau, they left early afternoon.. chau wanted to go to san gennaro again so i went with her.. picked her up and went.. apparently she said dofu was pissed.. pissed doh hai gum wah ga la... at that age, u should know how to control ur own actions and not depend on others.. but iunoe i think she was pissed cuz of that?? anyway.. went to san gennaro.. parked at gold coast and walked over... walked around the food.. didnt see anything good.. saw the shrimp and randomly craved shrimp.. after we passed the food, we went into the carnival area and chau showed me the game with the huge pig.. OMG I DONT THINK I CAN FIT THAT IN MY CAR D: but i tried the game anyway.. paid $10 for 6 tries (totally did more than 6...) its a beer bottle on a slightly slanted platform laying towards u.. u take a stick with a string attached with a ring at the end... and u try to stand the bottle up... after watching the guy a few times.. i tried doing it... failed.. got kinda close.. like got it up but it instantly fell back down.. =/ paid another $10.. tried again... had chau try a few times... then she paid $10 and tried... yah we couldnt get it =/ we got sad :( so for the rest of the night.. we kept saying oink oink hahaha so random.. i was jokin like if i had won the pig.. id like like walk walk *bump* oops sorry *bump* sorry *runs over kid* oops... *lifts pig up and runs* AHH RUN AWAY PIG !!! wonder how funny that would have looked like from a distance.. after that we left and went to hot n juicy.. that shrimp stand made us crave it.. and probably was cheaper than eating there... 40ish dollars for 3 lb's and 1 sweet potato fries.. tahts like... 4 things at san gennaro and probably wouldnt have been full either... for some reason.. mild was more spicy than usual.. they probably gave us the medium that they had brought out at first =.= but we still ended up finishing it... went to walmart again to get some stuff.. then took her home and went home..

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damn how about that for a catch-up blog entry LOL AHAHAH no one reads it anyway.. more like for my own memory..

so the day after that bazic party.. i texted eliza to see if she had looked in her car for judy's bracelet.. cuz before eliza left that night.. judy sat in the backseat in her car and like flopped back.. so we thought it may have broken off and fell there... eliza replies "Andrew, can you be any more obvious on how much you like Judy? Lol it's kinda ridiculous XP" .. so i like her .. so what?? its not every day u meet someone so nice, humble, innocent?, fun to talk to and be with.. cute too ! and younger than me ! well she says shes not pretty but she doesnt use much make up or anything.. and dresses nicely (imo...) natural pretty imo.. *shrugs* shes the first girl i had met after considering to stop goin for chau.. and just be friends with her.. shes a nice girl.. dont think she has interest in me tho.. ooh one trait that i LOVE about her is she absolutely ENJOYS eating food... lol on the first day i met her.. we were eating BJ's for eliza's bday.. on like the first bite.. shes like mmmm or making some sound enjoying sound.. i was like O.o ?? then after talkin to her.. she LOVES eating food and absolutely enjoys it every time !! omg ! perfect girl ! i cook and she enjoys it like that?!?? damn id cook every day :o invited her to an R&D once and made shrimp scampi (her suggestion) and sliders... accidentally uhmm "bao dee crushed pepper tai doh" so ended up being spicier than i had hoped for... didnt know eliza couldnt eat spicy either =[

to be honest... i guess growing up.. i've always had an interest in korean girls... elementary school n middle school.. there was this one girl named fallon that i had an extremely big crush on.. (which by the way recently added me on fb... and had been "liking" a lot of my status posts n pictures..... kind of awkward in a way but o well).. then high school.. there was a girl named sarah that i kinda liked but apparently had more problems then i could imagine according to one of my at that point one of my best friends... then in college... there's KC... then Eun Kyung Jun.. then Seung Ju Han... then Jinie Kim.. >_> now... Judy Kim.. =.= does that mean im gonna end up marrying a korean girl? can it be judy? hehe jk how about dofu? dofu is good too !

tho i did notice a trend.. a lot of the girls i like are considerably smaller than me.. >_> is it because i cant find a girl closer to my height or so i just like smaller girls? weird...

*publishes post... wonder how long it is*

AHAHAH dang its a long post.. =/

still no news on judy's bracelet from eliza or the clubs.. hope it gets found..

do do dododo.. so ive been addicted to listenin one of joey's new songs... 花千樹... i quite like it.. its been on repeat all day xDD :]

so i noticed chau is actually OFFLINE not on mobile on aim... wonder what happen... =/