so today during work, while we were in the kitchen preparing lunch, emily (boss) had told victor to tell justin (they were on the phone with eachother) to call emily's cell phone. i joked and said "yah like 2 hours later..." but expected him to call like right after he hung up. Guess what? 4-5 hours later... no call... this isnt the first time he's not picked up b/c of work or answered.. that's not what surprised me. He had told victor that he was house sitting because his father is out with fiance/wife .. out.. out of town something... ok legit reason i guess since they are getting married... but to find out 2 hours later you go out to happy hour at yard house... not only that you checked in, vi told me you were there.. double fail... not only did u ignore work, u lie and go out? told emily that and we are considering or rather now looking for someone or people to replace him now. no bueno to have a worker in the company like that.. me and leng have someone in mind for graphics design. need to find someone who can do coding and what not.

this change makes me quite sad =/ i dont like change.. change for the better, i dont mind but change for the worse.. *sigh* i don't even know what happened or why it happened...

as of a recent thing on FB, made me realize i talk to much on it. going to stay away from it for a while and see how that goes =/

now no one to talk to on aim... no fb.. heh wow life sucks atm

*sigh* how things can change so much within a few days =/ and i dont even know why :(

not to be a stalker or anything, i sat here for a bit reading their convo. many times i wanted to click like or comment but i didnt =/ then i just stopped reading it after a while.. i miss talking to them =/

so i just realized in her blog, shes talkin about me... probably me not liking ryan... =/ o well. that explains her not answering me and disappearing...

and i guess dofu is mad too.. o well =[

well not oh well but iunoe what to do about it now..

technically i wasnt lying. i did go to leng to have him help me on my business plan.. a week or two ago. he helped me start writing down ideas on a plan i had before but never really went much into it. the basis of the plan is pretty much a study cafe. a safe, secure place for students and professionals to go to to do work or have meetings while providing areas, sections, rooms for the purpose also providing services like food/drinks, as we as an unheard of security and protection system allowing you to go to the restroom or step out for a phone call or something without the fear of losing your personal items that you had left behind. currently, in the plan theres going to be approx 5 areas "strategically" located to provide the best and most popular areas with a cafe. First main area would be central chinatown area, preferably in the same plaza as pho so 1, maybe adjacent facing west. Other 4 locations would be in the SE around silverado ranch and bermuda, SW around tropicana and fort apache, W around charleston and town center, and N around Ann and the US-95.

it could potentionally be a plan that could do well as a business but theres a lot of work to be done. =/

funny thing is, im calling it Panda's Cave Study Cafe, and the area with food/drinks, will be called Tofu's Kitchen... ahahah =.=

eh whatever.. you don't even read this.. or even know about me having a blog.. guess just time to let it settle or something i guess...


it's actually amazing, taking a nap, and thinking a bit how things made sense for some reason this time... oh well.. guess its just straight up cramming for GRE's now and working and yah..

wonder where both chau and dofu went. havent seen them online past 2 days. *shrugs*

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What an asshole. I knew it! If you don't want something, just say it. Don't have to effing lie to me about it. This is the second time already. I'm not dumb to not realize when people lie to my face like that. Especially when its a lame excuse. Gosh, can you just grow up already??? -__-

I need to stop being so forgiveful. I'm trying not to but its so damn hard!

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wonder who shes talking about ?