for some reason, things shes been doin lately been pissing me off?
actually considering not going on with this... for some reason doesnt seem right =/..
deun tong ho goh cherng tong right... iunoe.. she wanted to talk to me today after class but i went to dinner with chau... i dont like serious talks.. but i didnt know why she wanted to talk today ..
for a long while i thought it would have been a decent relationship cuz of all the similar interests and what not. but iunoe if its her personality to or what not, the things shes been doin lately... rawr.. ><
braggin about getting into any med school she wants easily... ones i dream of going to -.- which is weird cuz ive seen her test grades and they arent that impressive, if not sometimes worse than mine.
braggin how she can get her dad to pay for whatever... bragging on how much money she can get from her family and what not... bragging about a family business that no one knows if it exists or not...
iunoe... i know i sometimes brag about somethings and i guess it is human nature to compete against others but seems a bit excessive...
there was a guy who i "used to be friends with..." .. he excessively bragged about things even things i knew for a fact he was not good at.. cuz of how he explained it... not saying im an expert in computers but yeah... then he became a creepy kind of guy who like talks about a girl of interest day in and day out all day long... or forces himself into others relationships cuz he thinks he can do better.. NO BUENO. ME NO LIKE. fk u. LOL
then her personality ... iunoe if its independency or wanna be like a lui kerng yun or something... very tom boyish... very forceful in things...
iunoe... there was quite the few good times but iunoe if those good times can overpower or overwrite these bad things... iunoe we will see what happens... shun kei jee yeen right? >_>
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u notice now?
im slow ok? >< sometimes things take a while for me to notice.. maybe sometimes will never notice. depends on how much they mean to me, and me wanting to learn more and look into more
but shes made it very apparent that shes waiting for an answer from me. Either i want to go with the relationship and give it a try, or end it so she doesnt have to continue hoping.
i kind of want to tell her these things.. if she accepts and is willing to change (tho i dont want someone to change for me or anyone.. but like.. fix? iunoe), then ill probably give it a chance? if that makes sense?
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