nothin much interesting lately.. saw HP7.2 and Capt America... wasnt satisfied by the battle scene in HP7.2, even the part with Voldemort vs Dumbledore in the Order of the Phoenix was much better.... :( otherwise, good move still .. Capt America was pretty good.. the Preview scene after credits was good.. AVENGERS :D next year summer D: damn

worked a little on thursday.. went to emilys.. dinner with victor and the movie with julie and leng..

saturday... had lunch at Three Villages with Chau.. ordered 2 things of xiao long bao, 1 order of saang jeen bao.. and 1 order of beef rolls... apparently that was more than we could eat.. we had left overs lol... then we went to meadows mall b/c she was lookin for these shoes taht she had her eyes on at work but someone sold em.. luckily they had em there so :D we walked all over meadows.. back n forth.. xD saw francis there.. apparently he works at those gold pawn booths LOL funny.. mm mmm... mm.. she bought 2 things at forever 21... almost but didnt buy anything at aeropostale... then we left... decided we wanted something to drink so we went to boba.. quicklys was closed forevah so went to volcano... on the way from meadows to quicklys.. decided to tickle her.. apparently she figured out how to get out of wrist holds and pokes me in the ribs REALLY hard now... damn her accuracy too ! she kept pokin the same spot like 5-10 times D: she didnt let me do it while driving but in a way she let me at red light but not at the same time? LOL so it was a lot of messing around in the car... even when we got to quicklys we were still goin at it.. until she opened the door and tried to get out.. but i dragged her back in XDDD apparently there was workers from China MaMa sitting outside taking a break.. and apparently was watching.. woops? no im not raping her.. D: but yah quicklys was closed... gone.. didnt get enuf business i guess.. bad spot... went to volcano.. then went home... kinda.. we went to walmart to get snacks for her studying and stuff... messing around here and there Lol.. took her home afterwards.. then i went home..

today... quite productive actually LOL... in a way.. xD i organizing files on my main computer... i reorganized the wiring on my secondary.. took out all the 500gb's and threw in two 250's at RAID0... new install and updated.. updated my slim in my bedroom... somehow fixed the mouse problem on the touchsmart downstairs... xD not bad i guess..

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mmm im still quite hesitant to ask chau out. victor may be a bit right. its really one sided on how we treat each other.. maybe i should change some habits... when we go out to eat, i dont always pay for both of us, etc.. iunoe =/

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ive considered to ask her on saturday but eh knowing myself... >_> shy.. nervous.. bleh.. if its something i really want, i should just grow some balls and do it huh... getting some sort of answer is better than being at my current state being all nervous.. dont know what to do.. always guessing here and there... kinda thing.. :3 iunoe..

im tryin to push off thinkin about what george would feel .. its not my fault on what happened... i didnt cause all those things to happen.. doesnt matter if me and chau do get together or not, the way he thinks, no matter what happens.. seeing contact between me and her, he would dislike... it would be something that he alone have to overcome.. no one can help.. i couldnt help that he was hurt back in high school but its something ull have to overcome otherwise in simpler words, you wont find happiness in your life.. wish u the best of luck...

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3 more days until she has her PCAT exams... shes been studying pretty hard.. i hope.. she was tellin me about these typos and errors there are in the book.. bound to see them everywhere.. hope its not something too wrong.. or its something ull notice is wrong.. wish her the best of luck in taking the test..

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have been told that i may be too nice... thats why people get this brotherly image from me.. and why i cant get a gf possibly..? but why would be too nice be something that deters them away? i dont get it... do girls really prefer the jerk/dick guys that always messes around, have other girls on their mind, over-confident.. etc? =/ iunoe.. i have been told that i tend to get along with girls but i was hoping it was gonna be in a different way but apparently not :( *sigh* i really hope this would work out.. otherwise who knows when ill find another girl that i really like.. =/ shes the single girl/person i talk to the most aside from dofu.. dofu asked me the other day if i had still liked her.. not really.. ever since .. may probably .. even that little amount had disappeared.. iunoe.. yah i admit i had some interest after her january visit but eh.. guess it doesnt help that shes in another city.. so the amount of contact/seeing her is not as much.. which i guess results in feelings like that fading easily.. iunoe she to me now.. is like.. iunoe a sister maybe? a close friend... one i can talk to about almost anything.. which .. damn should be the girl i be interested or tryin to go for right? *sigh* iunoe thinkin too much again lol...