so at boss' house today, was talkin about how leng is overdoing things for julie.. then when it got to part about him doing everything and getting nothing in back... victor looked at me and said it was the same to me... that in a way is kind of true.. i wouldnt say chau never gave me anything or did anything for me but in comparison, it would probably be for every 10-15 i do, she does 1. they said in a relationship, it should be equal.. not one puts more, or in this case, way more than the other.. =/

iunoe what to do anymore. i wanted to ask her out next week but iunoe if i want to anymore.. maybe i should just concentrate on finishing priorities first like the class, then GRE, then worry about other things.. =/ *sigh* iunoe..

a few days ago, horoscope said "don't allow a frustrating situation to zap your energy... thigns aren't as bad as they seem, though you may be giving way too much through to a certain situation. You are draining your emotional and mental resources, not to mention the fact that you are also depriving yourself of enjoyment. let go of a nagging problem by allowing it to recede into the background. Doesn't mean you shouldn't address it, but you don't have to make it your main focus either. When you step back a bit you will find the solution you need.."

bleh... lately i have taken notice... ive been thinkin of her way too much. boss mentioned one thing... if u are always around and "princessing" her, shes gonna be like "ew wth go away" but if u suddenly change or not be there as much, they are gonna notice you more because you are not always there... im thinkin if i should do that.. step back a bit... not have everything involve her... do my own thing.. dont haev to ask her everytime if they want this to eat that day because u are tehre or if they want to join you to do something... yah i know being together is important but to have your own friends and do ur own thing independently is probably important too.. dependent while being independent? or something

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on the side note... worked a little.. then watched avengers midnight showing today... during movie, dofu made me LOL in the theater during a scene where it wasn't funny at all... kind of embarrassing... thankfully i didnt laugh that loud... i did get hit by my friend tho cuz she was sitting next to me. lol oops xD

o well.. bed time =3