Heh horoscope said if I'm looking for love, now is the time to get serious about my quest.

dot dot dot. I want to but I don't want to fail not I don't want her to think I'm "binding" her in any way before her long awaited trip to hawaii with dofu.

Going to go trade show again after class tomorrow and hope I can find something.. Something nice I can give her for her birthday. The only thing I saw on sunday was this charm bracelet but it had a heart in it. Not like a charm dangling off it but in the physical chain inter locked. I didn't see any charms at that booth tho. Very weird.

I really wanted to take her to bradley ogden for her birthday but at this rate, with work post poned.. I don't think I can afford it.. :( my original plan was work a lot up to her b-day then i can do it but things happened :[ im sure she wont be that sad if at all that we wont be able to go but i feel bad that i said id take her there but end up not :/

maybe ill consider alize or flemmings. maybe those two would be cheaper :3 ... damn as always.. those top restaurants dont have PRICES D: alize has prices but they are like.. mid 40s for entrees.. then 15 each dessert. =3

i know expensive isnt always the good thing to go but thought it would have been a nice experience. i really enjoyed dinner at TdB with her.. food was great.. she was beautiful sitting across from me.. =3 what more could i have asked for? shes probably gonna complain about having to buy another dress again and spend a lot lol.. maybe i can convince her to go to a cheaper one that doesnt have a dress code? :P ahha

nah.... i was thinkin maybe ill ask her out after dinner. have a nice romantic candle light dinner... dessert to sweeten up the mood... pull out a case or something with a necklace or something and ask her =3 i know its kind of cheesy but eh.. i cant do that balloon trick... on. either movies/series LOL and its not like im proposing.. no ring needed.. but i thought it be nice to give her something nice for her birthday :]

we will see..