iunoe what to think of it right now.. either dofu really cares about me that she even asked george to ask leng and victor to find out where/how i was or iunoe.. wonder how awkward that was for george >_>

wonder how vi found out too... or chau...

i didnt really want to see anyone today... i avoided seeing/talking to vi at/after class and went straight home, not even going to my boss' house like i had first agreed to doing earlier on the week. Leng asked me to go tennis which i had agreed to maybe help let go some steam... would have probably been bad for him tho, having to be on the receiving side of full powered shots until i got tired or injured myself.. but in the end, ended up lookin at houses with him and eliza... then going to dinner with judy.. for the first time today, they got me to smile and laugh again.. it was nice.. later i found out apparently george? called victor at like 1 or 2, waking him up, and contacting me (but completely i was unaware of this cuz phone was no where near me)..

talkin to judy and eliza... i guess helped a bit.. feel a bit better now.. victor drove me home b/c leng had to take eliza home asap (curfew).. it was majority a quiet ride.. i found myself zoning out not really focusing on anything lookin out the window.. then later finding tears forming in my eyes.. victor asked me if i was still gonna try asking chau out... i didnt have an answer.. i really didnt know. then he was like... "u should move on ... go for judy.. shes kinda cute" im like wth -.-" besides leng already had asked eliza is judy had a bf but said she already had an eye on another.. im pretty sure he was indirectly telling me that info >_> eh iunoe.. shes nice.. cute too. korean.. smart funny.. but .. only have seen her a total of like 2 times.. and i only met her like last week at eliza's bday.. too early to know and besides.. my mind is still on chau =[ and probably will be for a while, no matter if i do anything or not..

iunoe.. will see.. let time pass.. chau's working till her vacation anyway.. take her to airport... will think about this after next weeks exam and final... so after she comes back pretty much to see what to do =3

but for the most part.. im alive.. im eating.. not really talkin to anyone >_> but eh on the bright side, im studying more? >_> maybe? without having to be able to *put hands on keyboard and automatically go facebook.com *enter**

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on the side note... i do miss talkin to chau or dofu... but iunoe how i can talk to chau with that open relationship thing twindling around my head like a disease.. dofu... shes probably gonna call me stupid or something for acting this way =/