i miss chau :( *sigh* wish i had confessed earlier.. maybe this would have never happened ... ahh so many "What ifs" .. too late now

i really want to talk to u... i really do.. :[

juan had told me... "if you're on the friends ladder you will NEVER (99%) be on the good ladder" .. which i didnt get so julie explained it and said "some people can think of people very early in their relationship/friendship if you will stay on the friend's ladder for life or if you have potential to be a bf." then juan said "this is exactly why boys can NEVER be friends with girls that they're attracted to :]"

how do u just go straight into chasing a person? i dont get it... i thought it was best to get to know them and stuff first... then do it? have i been doing it wrong this entire time? i thought it was better to know them first ... ive never been like "OH MAN I WANNA GO OUT WITH THAT GIRL" the second i meet them... so weird...